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Where do I Fit?

My closest affiliation is with Zen.  There’s a simplicity and lack of distraction that I find useful.  I used to think of Tibetan – vajrayana – Buddhism as too complicated.  I’m the sort of person who wants to know everything about a given subject, and I realized that would be impossible with Tibetan Buddhism.  While there’s a lot one can study “about” Zen, there doesn’t seem to be as much to “understand.”  Once I began to study Tibetan Buddhism, however, I realized it’s the same way!  Many paths to the same point – or many rafts to the other shore.

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The Relationship of Buddhism to Belief

I think of Buddhism as existing, and being able to be followed, without beliefs.  The Eightfold Path can be followed even if one believes in a creator god who will save him after death.  Buddhism can help one now, and it certainly can’t hurt after death. Even if a person didn’t believe in an afterlife at all, being a better person by practicing the Eightfold Path won’t cause any additional suffering, and at best, can lead to a happier life now.  Perhaps the only belief necessary is that the Eightfold Path can lead to the end of suffering.  But even that isn’t absolutely necessary, because the Buddha himself taught to try the Dharma for oneself.  Don’t accept what anyone else taught or wrote – even him.  Try reproducing the Buddha’s path and see if you can replicate his results.  Viewing Buddhism as a grand experiment, then, no belief is required.

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What is Buddhism?

Buddhism is the study and practice of the teachings of the Buddha.  One could just as easily be said to be studying the Dharma as to be studying Buddhism.  It is practicing what the Buddha taught, hoping it will accomplish in one’s own life what it did in his.  I see it as a process rather than a belief system.  It certainly doesn’t fit the Judeo-Islamic-Christian definition of a religion!  It’s more akin to a medical diagnosis: here is the problem, here is the cause, there is a cure, here is how to heal yourself.

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The Non-Uniform Nature of Buddhism

I see two advantages to the non-uniform nature of Buddhism. First, it allows Buddhism – or any other religion – to mutate more readily when its environment changes.  Second, in this information age, it allows people to pick the branch of Buddhism that suits them best. No longer are we fated to belong to the only religion we’ve ever heard of.  Now we can “shop.”  We can choose “statues and incense” Buddhism (to borrow a phrase from Sandy Boucher) or a simple meditation practice.  And no one can say that one is more “Buddhist” than the other.

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The Phenomenological Approach to the Study of Religion

“Metaphysical neutrality” is necessary to an understanding of another’s religion.  It doesn’t matter whether what the person believes is true, only that they believe it.  This is the United States’ legal standard for allowing people to practice Freedom of Religion: not whether the believer’s god would be honored by her not working on the Sabbath – or even whether that god exists at all – but that the individual believes that to honor her god she should not work on the Sabbath. Accepting that someone else believes does not mean that we also believe.  Holding this sort of “methodological agnosticism” helps us to refrain from judging while we seek to understand.

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Our Enemies are Unskillful Means

I wrote about unskillful means last month: greed, hatred, and ignorance.  The Big Three.  The root of all of our troubles. I think they even underlie attachment.  We are attached to our likes (greed), our dislikes (hatred), and our views (ignorance).

I am reminded of this today, reading the words of Brother Trung Hai, Dharma Teacher at Bat Nha Monastery, where 130 monks and 230 nuns and aspirants have just been violently evicted by communist Vietnamese forces:

We do not blame anyone. We have no anger toward anyone. We know that our enemies are not people; they are greed, hatred and ignorance.

Thanks, Brother.  I will keep your wisdom in mind as I chant, pray, and write my elected officials.

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The Second Nobel Truth: Up Close and Personal

Two days ago, the Dean of Academics told me that the class I would normally be teaching starting tomorrow wasn’t going to be offered.  That left me with no work at that college for the next five weeks.

Yesterday, some of my students told me they were scheduled for that class, but there was no instructor listed.  I didn’t inquire.  I’d caught the Dean, who used to be my friend when she was still an instructor, in an apparent lie, and I didn’t feel like being confrontational.

Today, after proctoring my final exam, I found out that “my” next class has been given to a new hire.  Hm. Maybe they’re paying him less than me – after all, I’ve been there for nearly four years.  Maybe it’s yet another power struggle between the Dean and the Campus President; I almost lost a class before in a past round of their combat.

Regardless, I’m definitely experiencing some dhukka (suffering) today.  It’s interesting to take a step back and observe.  The Buddha taught that one of the causes of suffering is attachment or clinging.  Since nothing ever stays the same, even when things are going well, they eventually turn to shit.  (I’m pretty sure that some Zen Master put it exactly that way at least once.)

I really loved this job, loved my students, and even tolerated the commute.  I suppose, without noticing it, I got attached.  Now change has come, and I’m miserable!  Luckily, I have just enough awareness to realize that this, too, shall pass.

Onward!

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Monday Night Demon Feeding Practice

Tonight was my Monday night phone appointment for Demon Feeding with a friend I met at Tara Mandala.  It was very productive.  I have a degree in Psychology, and still, I’m dazzled by how many layers there are to the human mind.  Our subconscious is always willing to speak to us, but it can be hard to hear over the noise of mundane busyness.  We need to slow down to listen deeply.  It’s wonderful to be able to do that at the beginning of the week.  Ah…

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Keeping Score

There is a story of the Buddha telling his disciples about the proper use of a raft.  Use it to cross the river, then let it go.  The very raft that saved your life while crossing the river will now be a burden if you try to carry it across dry land.

It can be difficult sometimes to distinguish between skillful means and unskillful means.  My meditation practice is a case in point.  For a while, I was writing down my daily practice: what type of meditation I did and for how long.  Then at the end of each week, I published it here.  Initially, the record keeping was helpful.  But somewhere along the line, I started worrying about what I would enter on this blog.  Would I have meditated enough?  Would I have done things that were interesting?  Would my readership be impressed?

Eventually I decided to stop keeping score, because my ego had become too invested.  “Spiritual Materialism,” Chogyam Trungpa called it.  My focus had become having an impressive meditation record, rather than the meditation itself.  The next time my Zen Center does a Repentance Ritual, I will be “repenting of my non-existent spiritual attainments.”

In that spirit, I let go of my record keeping.  I may return to it in the future if would be a skillful activity. After all – when you come to another river, you can always build another raft.